this is the week i had no choice BUT to buck up and handle the biggest shid of my life. because this was the week, 7 years ago, that shattered me. the week he didn’t come home. the week i filed a missing person’s report. the week a search and rescue team set up on the side of a mountain. and the week our entire life as we knew it ended…just like that. this was the week i learned how to keep going with no map, no clue, and no energetic reserves. this was the week i went from wife to widow. from h